is dat wrong?

i dnt knw diz feeling...
when i juz waiting...
waiting to get home.. into my room..
close the door..fall into bed..
n juz let everything out..
dat i kept in all day..
dat feeling..
of both relief n desperation
nothing is wrong..
but nothing is right either..
n i'm so tired.
tired of everything..
tired of nothing..
n i juz want sumone
to be there n tell dat sokay..
but no one's going to be there
n i knw i hv to be strong
for myself ..
coz no one can fix me
but i'm tired of waiting
tired of having to b the one to fix myself..
n everyone else
tired of being strong
n for once i juz want it to be easy
to be simple..to be helped..to be saved
but i knw i wont be
but i'm still hoping
and i'm still wishing
and i'm still staying strong n fighting
with tears in my eyes
.......